How to Deal
OK, I ready need this, I have to do this otherwise I'll explode! HAHAHA! Life's so complicated don't you think?
For 28 years, I been single but never the less I felt ok, i have e a very very normal life...I have a beautiful and understanding family. ordinary, yes but uncomplicated. I have a good job. In which i been working for about 5 year and more...My life's a routine, I leave work at around 5 then home. Movies with friends once in a while, life's so simple! Well i missed that life right now! Can i have it back???????
A few months ago, something unexpected happen and somewhere along the way someone came along too(at the same time! how do i deal with that?)...i felt ressless, as if i needed to do something that i been destined to do...tell u what, resslessness is a hard thing to deal with...it will drive you crazy until you give in! And VIOLA!!!!
I QUIT MY JOB! Transfer to a new one! Find a boyfriend and life's was never the same!
The new job ok, actually...i made a few adjustment, yes, but I'm a fast learner...I think i made a right decision in leaving my what they called "comfort zone".
But the new boyfriend, i shouldn't have rush into it... i know...its not that he's the almost perfect partner. He is! He is... and i believed him when he said he loves me. He's the perfect gentleman, the sweetest person I've ever known.., but whats wrong?
In every relationship, there's always the bad guys! the Amor Powers or the Madam Claudia! And the ex-girl she preferred rather than me! I thought this only happens in a Pinoy tele-novella's!
Jealousy? Insecurity? No, I don't think so...its more on something like " would you mind your own business" kinda of thing! We are just starting, how can we built something strong and beautiful if in every occasion you are there to butt in? Now I'm going gaga! I can't tell it to him, coz, I'm afraid he'll confront Madam Claudia and it wont help, no, no, it wont! Am I right in here?
ok, i don't know if its me or them...but definitely I won't give him up...I'm a woman, I hate loosing to someone as bitchy as that! Hey, hey! I think I'm learning now!
whewwwwwww! Now i can breath!
November 13, 2006
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